fateful ransom....

I poke my veins pretty hard
And allow the others to play the cars
Will I win or will I not
I don’t care for I don’t believe in jack-pot

You rattle and hiss and gamble along
Was the blind-fold worn for too long?
Misery knocked me down
When truth bungeed with a notorious frown.

Let’s hold it, say not for a minute now.
Don’t even ask what, when and how.
For you know, you’ve wandered for a while now
Without knowing that you dug my grave, so sound

I know not my love, you could scavenge
Neither do I ask you if it was any revenge
But I regret for you having me on the bedroom wall
When you crippled me, leaving me behind, unable to crawl

Into the darkness of my own world
I wish nothing so lame to unfurl.
Good-by too late,
For this ransom of yours sealed the fate.

I wake up right from the wrong side
and look up to the hazel sky
Had my pet not soiled my quilty ride
I could have caught two more bugs that passed by

I plunge onto the muddy roads
To bridle my flimsy whims
And there I dip into the summer mode
And blissfully tire my limbs

And here i open my wings and soar high,
beneath the shadow of the roof for the sky,
Inch by Inch, as i continue to fly
I flipped my ground in one try

With a drowsy droopy head
I forego my mug of beer
To run for the nuts instead
And caress the oblivion so near

To top it all I begin to crawl
And babble like a child
Wearing the mysterious look I enter the hall
For sure only to roar as if in the wild

In the bliss of ignorance
I shun what you recommend
Because ill slip into my shell for once
And not let the roof for the sky bend

Nothing can lend me solace
But the arms of the mighty oceans
On the sands of time will I leave no trace
For there are too many who are ready to mourn

Had enough of my habitual anecdote
That incessantly numbs my soul
I can no longer let the residue float
To dig a grave in the name of a hole

To melt the ice I’ve shed my tears
Allowed then even to multiply
But the blindfolded mouths and the ears
Never answer the why’s…